I feel like i’ve gone mad, i just threw something across the room and sat on my bed in curled up position rocking back and forth, tears falling down my cheeks and making that super angry noise. You know what noise i’m talking about? yeaaa, that one. Now as i’m writing this im thinking wow, talk about over exaggeration! But still i think im partially insane, i mean come on only ill people do this things. Okay so what started all this? Well I was telling my mother about what i was gonna do tomorrow so my father could hear me as well, (he always wants to know what im up to ahead of time, yup im his princess and he’s super protective). Anyways so i was telling my mom, mom after you pick me up from work im gonna drop you off and im going out to dinner with my co-workers. Then my father proceeds to say that oh he doesnt like that i keep going out with these people, he doesnt know them and im too young to understand what “these people” have intentions of doing. Like ARE YOU SERIOUS! WTF first of all, these “people” are my FRIENDS! way better than my regualr friends that my father actually “knows”, my coworkers are actually not druggies. :) so WHAT NOW? and second of all im not dumb! im not stupid! and im not naiive! I know wtf some of these people could be thinking or doing, like fuck im old enough to understand what exists in this world. Then he proceeds to say the most annoying line of all “i know more than you, your too young to know some things”. LIKE WTF are you talking about , DRUGS, SEX? ehh what else? i think my eight year old already knows about these things already. Anyways as much as i love my dad, he is the most stubborn man I know alive, and me being his daughter makes me just as stubborn, so when you argue with him, you have nno opinions or say, its his way or the high way, and this absolutely kills me. Like mental illness status, I CANT WIN, and i cant TAKE IT. So this is why i threw something and proceeded to cry, things just dont go my way with him. They just don;t.